I literally can't write. I'm so stuck. It's like banging my head against a brick wall, except I don't bang for long. I just walk away from it. I don't even check to see if the wall has a door.
I can't find the I Want song. I can't find the top of act two. I can't find my way into any of it. I don't know how I ever did this, and I don't know why I ever thought I could do it.
I don't know why I blog about writing, since I can't. And I can't reach my composer on the phone. Because he's writing, probably. Which just makes me feel worse.
Gah.
